Bad day
I am ready to drown in the ocean of failure.
Few things I learned this semester
- Luck does not exist in my world no matter how much I pray or try.
- Crying in McKeldin cubicle won’t solve my problems. It is just a waste of time and tears.
- Some people and things are just lost causes. There is no point in fighting for them
- I cannot tolerate anyone who invades my personal space.
- I’m NOT intelligent or smart. However, I am hard-working and dedicated. But that won’t take me places.
- Family trips during school will fuck you up.
That is all for now…
My bitterness will continue for few weeks.
How are there people who still believe that Dair is worthy of shipping?
We all know that she loves Chuck Bass.
:)
This was such a good weekend. Even though I spent most of it doing orgo, it still feels so damn good. Maybe it’s because I studied with some awesome people.
I feel free.
I was little hesitant to let go at first. Maybe even sad. But now it doesn’t even matter. I’m not going to sit here and think about what I might have done right or wrong. After so many weeks of self-blaming, I now feel much better. I just feel free :)
